Lessons I am learning.

There is much to be said about the times in your life that are difficult.  There are times you think that it might just be impossible to breath, to even open your eyes or get out of bed.  Although this is the worst of times it is also the best just like Charles Dickons said.  It is in these times that we are shaped and molded, if we let ourselves.  Its like a blacksmith and his horse shoe, it must first go into the hottest of furnaces before it can be perfected and shaped for the purpose that it has.
I am not saying I enjoy these moments, quite the contrary, I moan and whinge.  At the end of the day though I know that there is God. 
One amazing experience I had of late:  I was worshipping God in church as usual but this time was different, I sensed a deeper belief in what I was singing; more than before.  The "yummy" sense of God was on me so gentle as if I moved the wrong way it would disappear, it was truely delicate.  I lay on the ground as God took me into a light sleep.  Then as my pastor prayed for me and told me he loved me God showed me that he was letting me fly. I looked to my right and left and both of my arms were transformed into huge white feathered wings.  I was flying. 

Yes life can be tough but if we really listen to the heartbeat of God he can make you fly.  After I got up I felt so amazing. I felt love for everyone I saw and I could still feel the wings on my arms.  The feeling of love hasn't stopped since.  God has refreshed me like I had drank from the rivers of living water.