Serious Overload and Supernatural Sweets

So I have been to a conference last weekend.  I now understand that I need to live my life according to what God wants of me.  Ok I knew that before but now I super know. I spent the past two weeks looking at my life through the haze of the glory.  Someone I know said to me that I was so in the spirit that I could be of no earthly use.  What is that?  How could God take you to a place that you are of no earthly use?
I thought about it for a while.  My initial response was, SHUT UP!!!  But when I thought about it I knew she was telling the truth.  No this does not mean I truely agree with what she was saying straight up but I know that when I am drunk in the spirit I scare people.


One thing I know that I can be a total goof sometimes anyway tho.

I am totally blown away with the things I have been doing in the last while tho.  I had a vision while I was in the spirit and I saw a beautiful sunset but not from the usual standpoint but I was actually in the sky itself.  I looked to my right then to my left and I found that my arms were wings like a dove, white and beautiful.  I had the sensation of flight and I felt a strong feeling of love in my heart, a deep warmth that I cannot put into words.  As I looked around my church I could see a radiation of light around some people and I felt such a strong love for everyone.  I hugged many people.

For the first time in my life I realised how friendship should be, its all because of LOVE.

My new friendships have blessed me so much.    I never knew God's love as much I as do now.  There are people in my life that truely care about me!! Nothing can describe it.

Seasons turn

Seasons pass before us, a miracle of divine change.  His eyes look upon us and keep track of our steps; a way to be sure we are loved by our maker.  Though the leaves turn colour, when the clouds block the sun; God's love is forever true to us.  
Res in His presence, relax in His sweet peace.
God is love, His word speaks life.  
Easy is his yoke to carry, His burden is light.
Pray to your Dad daily, thank the days of your life.  It's hope peace, faith and love God's spirit a sweet nectar.  Taste it and see it's goodness, His spirit lives in its juices.  
Tak care of yourself, rest back and grab hold.  God's love is neverending perfection; it's there forever long.
Love the gift of God's grace, a special package deal.

Lessons I am learning.

There is much to be said about the times in your life that are difficult.  There are times you think that it might just be impossible to breath, to even open your eyes or get out of bed.  Although this is the worst of times it is also the best just like Charles Dickons said.  It is in these times that we are shaped and molded, if we let ourselves.  Its like a blacksmith and his horse shoe, it must first go into the hottest of furnaces before it can be perfected and shaped for the purpose that it has.
I am not saying I enjoy these moments, quite the contrary, I moan and whinge.  At the end of the day though I know that there is God. 
One amazing experience I had of late:  I was worshipping God in church as usual but this time was different, I sensed a deeper belief in what I was singing; more than before.  The "yummy" sense of God was on me so gentle as if I moved the wrong way it would disappear, it was truely delicate.  I lay on the ground as God took me into a light sleep.  Then as my pastor prayed for me and told me he loved me God showed me that he was letting me fly. I looked to my right and left and both of my arms were transformed into huge white feathered wings.  I was flying. 

Yes life can be tough but if we really listen to the heartbeat of God he can make you fly.  After I got up I felt so amazing. I felt love for everyone I saw and I could still feel the wings on my arms.  The feeling of love hasn't stopped since.  God has refreshed me like I had drank from the rivers of living water.

Slowly Movin

Getting one foot in front of the other isn't that hard.  I do it all the time.  Foot size 7-8 and favourite shoes chucks.  But what if you suddenly found that you couldn't do something this simple?  What is this you say?  Not able to walk?
I am not talking about the literal act of walking, I mean moving your life forward.  I am in the midst of a great stretching and shaping by God lately.  Heaps of crying involved therefore a lack of eye makeup.  I am growing and its exciting.  I wonder if a hot guy will notice?